What's On Mind?

Grrr... feelings are coming to the surface. Grumble... Mumble... What do I usually do when this happens? Hmmm... I binge, purge & restrict. What else was there to do before recovery?! Stuff myself so I didn't have to feel whatever was going on deep inside my core.

Feelings are a churning. I am bouncing off the walls w/ my feelings. Definitely not a happy bumble bee. I am going to have to sit w/ these damn emotions. Yep, sit w/ them. Cry over them, yell over them & write, write, write... write some more. did I mention write? Ha!


In the meantime, I will chew cinnamon gum. Thank you BR! You are my coping mechanism as I swim through this emotional vortex.


I off like a tornado...hurricane... ooohhh, a typhoon's got nada on me. *Stomp*Pout*Crash*

Just me feeling the feelings...

Caution I'm coming -- spiraling as I learn to handle my vacillating emotions.