Tonight hearing someone mention "tombstones in their eyes" freaked the HELL outta me.
Why? 'Cause I was @ that point. Whether I wanted to admit it or not, I was slowly KILLING MYSELF! I just didn't give a damn. All I cared about was *MY FIX*. I needed it & all hell would break loose if my loot wasn't in the house.
I would rage @ everyone for "forgetting" something @ the store. It was a battle zone & I made EVERYONE walk on eggshells. They were living in fear. They were afraid of setting off the landmines! Huh! I was the friggin' landmine. AMENDS. AMENDS. AMENDS. Starting w/ me!
Well, when the "stash" didn't have the same effect on me...
~~~To be continued~~~
Yes I heard that too "Tomb stones in their eyes" Real deep wow Thank God for God!! Beautiful Blog!
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